So White Water Rafting totally kicked my ass. My jack off muscle has never ached this bad before in my life. I didnt go to school today lol. I havent been to my english class in 7 days. Whoops. School just isnt my thing lol.
Rafting was extremely fun though. Pretty wet and cold though. Id deff do it again. :]

Tonight Im suppose to see Steve after he gets off work at like 11:15. It kinda sucks that I have to wait until so late to see him and then Im like dead for school the next day. I really liked summer. Where I could just stay out with him until 3 in the morning and then come back home and sleep until 12 and then go out with my friends until I saw Steve again. I really miss spending time with him. We still see each other every night but depending on what time he gets off its usually only for an hour or so and we see each other on the days he has off but we always have plans and we dont get to see each other for that long.
Alyssa's 15th birthday is tomorrow. Raquel's is the 29th and my 1 year anniversary is October 3rd. :] Im pretty excited, this has been my longest relationship ever. I really dont think I could see myself with anyone else besides Steve, even though he's really hurt me in the past. If I keep living in the past, I'll miss the present and fuck up the future so Im forgiving him, for everytime he's ever hurt me..but I wont forget.
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