Happy Thanksgiving.

Im going absolutely crazy. We just got done eating dinner at my Uncle's house and everyone is sleeping. Stupid turkey! Im the only one awake and myspace isnt working.
So I was like, Hmm. I guess I could always go on Mindsay, so thats what I did.

Me and Steve are still together. I didnt get to see him yesterday and Im not gonna get to see him today either. Tomorrow is Black Friday and Im gonna be up and shopping at like 5 in the morning. I love shopping on Black Friday, its amazing. I dont think Im gonna get to see him tomorrow either.
Thats the one bad thing about holidays. We both want to spend time with our families and that means there isnt any time for us to be together. Like on Christmas Eve, Steve is going to a football game and I have a bunch of places I have to go. I really miss him. I sent him a really sweet text message telling him how much he means to me and he texted me back durning dinner and told me that, that was the sweetest thing Ive ever said to him.
I think the turkey is starting to kick in. I cant stop yawning and my eyes are dropping. Everyone is already asleep so I might as well join them. Oh damn, everyone took all the couches. I guess that means floor for me. Blahh.

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Updating really isnt my thing.

I went to the famine from Saturday to Sunday. It was fun.
This Friday Im going to the Hiller game instead of being with Steve. This is gonna kill me.
Saturday Im going to Brooke Hills with Youth Group. :]
Im not seeing Steve tonight, he's at his mum's house but he will back tomorrow and he is off :].  I saw him yesterday though..but I didnt see him the day before that. Ahh, I miss him so much.
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Today is my one year anniversary with Steven. :]
We went out to eat and then to a movie.
He came to my house with roses and he gave me his MVP necklace. I love him a wholeeeee bunch. :]

So White Water Rafting totally kicked my ass. My jack off muscle has never ached this bad before in my life. I didnt go to school today lol. I havent been to my english class in 7 days. Whoops. School just isnt my thing lol.
Rafting was extremely fun though. Pretty wet and cold though. Id deff do it again. :]

Tonight Im suppose to see Steve after he gets off work at like 11:15. It kinda sucks that I have to wait until so late to see him and then Im like dead for school the next day. I really liked summer. Where I could just stay out with him until 3 in the morning and then come back home and sleep until 12 and then go out with my friends until I saw Steve again. I really miss spending time with him. We still see each other every night but depending on what time he gets off its usually only for an hour or so and we see each other on the days he has off but we always have plans and we dont get to see each other for that long.
Alyssa's 15th birthday is tomorrow. Raquel's is the 29th and my 1 year anniversary is October 3rd. :] Im pretty excited, this has been my longest relationship ever. I really dont think I could see myself with anyone else besides Steve, even though he's really hurt me in the past. If I keep living in the past, I'll miss the present and fuck up the future so Im forgiving him, for everytime he's ever hurt me..but I wont forget.
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